Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Life

Life is a stressful thing. They always say, going through the negative times help you enjoy the positive times... I keep trying to tell myself that but it doesn't always sink in. I'm going through a lot, mentally, physically, and definitely emotionally right now and I'm feeling burned out. I put on a happy face every day, only for it to be wiped away within hours. I feel like sanity and "normal" (my normal, anyway) are slipping right out from beneath me. I find that I'm second guessing myself, can't make decisions, and quite honestly.. I'm scared of certain things. Right now I'm trying to take a step back from this "emotional rut" I'm in and actually learn what I like, what I want, and what I need. I'm delving deeper into the Bible and into my heart more than I ever have before. I feel like so much of myself, the core of who I am, has been lost or hasn't even been found yet. Time to do some soul searching and let God work on me.So, what I'm going to do is post at least one new truth about my life every day. I want to SEE it in writing...

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